haist...

Ang sama naman ng pakiramdam k0 0h...i want t0 sleep f0r the rest 0f my life 0r i sh0uld die t0 ease the pain?....

In My Heart...it will only be you!

In my life there's no other love

Even though you're far away,

It seems that you're just here with me

In every moment, I always remember you

I always whisper your name..

In my life ..you alone i love,

And forevermore it will only be you

You are my dream..you are my life

There's no other love..only you in my hear..

*****

Hehe for FN... i love you...

From my heart

I shall not promise you forever

because forever is too short a time for our love.

So I shall but promise to love you

each day and for every year to come.

I shall not expect of you to be always

gentle and loving.

I shall not demand that you love me all the time,

There shall always be forks on the road of life

and I shall not expect of you to choose a road.

If you will find yourself in love with

someone you think is far worthy than me,

I shall be forgiving you,

and be grateful that once you loved me.

But please do not allow your thoughts to linger

such things

for I shall strive with all the power within me

 to be as loving and understanding and kind

as you expect me to be.

Please do not expect too much of me,

for I may not give you roses everyday,

but with every flower that I give

goes all the love I could offer.

Let you thoughts dwell on happy times we’ve

spent together,

and let these thoughts grow upon your mind.

Let not your thoughts dwell on separations;

not for a second for such poison works

quickly with the mind.

I shall not be mad if you forget our anniversaries,

for people are but liable to forget.

But please forgive me if within me I am hurt a little,

for I am liable to pain, too.

That, you must not forget.

I shall not be too easy on you as you are not too easy on me;

but on the other hand, I will not be too hard,

for I shall not be proper.

I shall not give too much of myself

for too much is too little,

and too little seldom satisfies.

But you should not give too much of yourself, too.

You must permit me to fight you sometimes,

if only to let off steam.

Then our making up shall not be too hard,

and we shall love each other more.

I shall not hinder you from expressing opinions of me,

but I shall allow you to say them at anytime or in any way you please.

I, too, shall render you with such opinions,

but seeing all the time I do not cause hurt.

I promise to share with you my life,

for if you would but promise the same.

My sorrows and my failures shall be yours to share,

to ensure you do not fall into the same traps

from which I fell.

But my happiness and joys and my success

shall be part of you too,

It is right to share such things with the one I love, just you.

All my dreams and aspirations shall be yours to share,

and each new dawn we come upon shall be our discovery.

We shall live each day as one better than the last

and there seldom will be dull moments in our lives,

our life together.

I shall wake up each morning and look forward to the joy of being with you.

And each minute shall be happy in the knowledge

that there is a place for us in this world.

**

For F.N. ....hope you like it...hehe <3

Ako ay......

Ako ay....

*malungkot ngayon - sana yung karaniwang problema na lang ng tao ang problema ko..gaya ng pera...pero hindi e...puso e...emotion pati health e...ang hirap. Na e stress ako..huhu. Minsan ayoko na mabuhay haha...ayoko na main love ayoko na rin kase masaktan...ang hirap kase pag yung taong mahal mo ayaw ka na paniwalaan kase nasaktan mo na sya...haays ang drama ko na....ayoko na...

Senti m0de...nakita k0 lang sa email ko...

Love will always have a way of putting us to the test.

Sometimes we  ask ourselves  why  do we meet the right people at the wrong time and why do we fall for them for  the wrong reasons?  Why do we have to fall out of love and hurt not only ourselves but also those who have learned to care for us?

Sometimes we wonder why just can’t we fall in love and be happy. Why does there always have to be a string of constraint and confusion attached to it. Why can’t we just love someone and not be guilty about feeling that way.

It is easy to fall in love  but keeping the fire burning is a different story.  For a hundred and different  reasons,  the glow and the excitement of the first few episodes of a seemingly perfect  relationship can  unexpectedly  turn dark and cold. And soon, the would sparks fade and people will just find themselves falling out of love.

Let us always remember that  there is no love without pain. There is no reward without sacrifice. Sometimes, there just can never be a graceful exit. We just have to let love take its course and hurt those who been caught in it and leave us with the cold hard fact that there will never be an easy  way to break someone’s heart.

0ne m0re chance....

Iba talaga tong movie na to di ako nagsasawang panoorin.


Scene1...Nagkita si Popoy at Basha after break up. Meron ng new girlfriend si popoy si Trisha.


Basha: Sana kaya ko lang tiisin ang sakit na nararamdaman ko. Kasi ako naman humiling nito diba? Ako yung may gusto. Sana kaya ko rin sabihin na masaya ako para sayo, para sa inyo. Sana kaya ko. Sana kaya ko. Pero hindi eh. Ang sama-sama kong tao. Kasi ang totoo umaasa pa rin akong sabihin mong “Sana ako pa rin.” Ako na lang. Ako na lang ulit.




Popoy: Mahal ko si Tricia.


Basha: Alam ko. Alam ko.


Popoy: She had me at my worst. You had me at my best. At binalewala mo lang lahat yun.


Basha: Popoy, yun ba talaga ang tingin mo? I just made a choice.


Popoy: And you chose to break my heart.


...0uch hehe....heartbreaking...“You had me at my best…. And you chose to break my heart.” Nalabas lahat ng poot at galit ng lahat ng mga boyfriend at girlfriend who worked hard and gave their all in their relationships, but ended up heartbroken and alone....hehe


Scene2...Nung nagsuicide yung bestfriend ni popoy dahil iniwan ng girlfriend nya.


Popoy: Oh. Eh diba’t ikaw pa ang nagsabi sa akin na baka kaya tayo iniiwan ng taong mahal natin kasi baka merong bagong darating na mas ok? Na mas mamahalin tayo. Yung taong hindi tayo sasaktan at paasahin. Yung nag-iisang taong magtatama ng mali sa buhay natin, ng lahat ng mali sa buhay mo...


....gusto ko tong scene na to..parang nagbibigay sya ng hope that there is someone, something better for us..


Scene3..yun pagtapos na i-let go ni tricia si Popoy...akala ko mag reconcile na agad si popoy at basha,,,


Basha: I’m sorry. I’m sorry.


Popoy: No, im sorry. I’m sorry for not saying sorry before nung nasaktan kita. Nung kasing nagkahiwalay tayo, ang inisip ko sarili ko lang, yung nararamdaman ko lang, yung gusto ko lang. I’m sorry Bash naging madamot ako. Hindi ko inintindi na kelangan mo ring hanapin ang Bashang nawala nung minahal mo ako.


Basha: Yung Bashang mahal ka pa rin.


Popoy: Hindi mo alam kung gaano ko kagustong sabihin sayo na… “Sana tayo na lang. Sana tayo na lang ulit.” Pero wag. Ssa tuwing nararamdaman ko kung gaano kita kamahal, hindi ko maiwasang maradaman ulit lahat ng sakit. And I’m sorry.


Basha: Anong dapat kong gawin?


Popoy: Ako na to eh, Bash. Ako naman ang may kailangan ng panahon ngayon para makalimutan ko na lahat ng sakit. Para maalala ko lahat ng maganda at mabuti sa atin. Para mabalik yung Popoy na nawala nung magkahiwalay tayo. I want my heart to stop breaking, Bash. Para pag naging tayo ulit, kaya na kitang mahalin ng buong-buo na walang halong takot kung masaktan man tayo muli. Bash….


....hehe ganda noh..sa huli sila pa din ang nagkatuluyan...minsan may mabuti ding dinudulot ang break up...sana lahat may second chance..hehe,,,

walang magawa...

Try ko lang tong survey na to...




1.What's your style of dressing?
Simple lang per0 mahilig ak0 sa polo shirt.


2.The ring tone on ur cell phone is?
Ngayon..yung maghihintay na theme song ng blusang itim hehe


3.How do u usually answer the phone?
Pag nag ring


4.What's ur motto in life?
Yung there are times for everything..


5.People would describe your laugh as?
crazy?


6.At the movies, or reading books, u
prefer love story or comedy?
Comedy na may love story..


7.are u crushing on anybody right now?
hehe meron..


8.does she/he knows that u like
him/her?
Hindi...


9.what's the most important thing in
relationships?
Trust & Respect


10.what's the most important THING in
ur life?
Family & Friends


11.what do you fear the most?
God & Death


12.what would you do if someone admits
he/she likes you?
hmm..depende..ok lang hehe


13.does your partner have to be rich,
with a convertible and looks?Doesnt matter basta she is God-fearing, Sincere & who will
accept me for who I am.


14.your blind date is wearing sandal
with socks, what do u think?
e anu naman baka may lagnat sya o style nya yun...


15.u easily attracted to the opposite
sex because of their..?
sense of humor..


16.what is ur ideal career?
Wala e..sa ngayon nasa field ako ng engineering


17.on a typical saturday morning u are?
wala depende sa mood kung ano gusto gawin.


18.do u gossip too much?
hindi


19.your best friend just dated your
crush, what do u do?
hmm baka batukan ko haha


20.would you ever spread rumour about
your best friend?
hindi


21.what's your favorite television
show?
documentary ..yung may matututunan


22.the most romantic movie you watched?
ako one more chance hehe....


23.what's your favorite color?
blue white minsan green


24.do you play sports?
minsan...basketball at bowling


25.what's your favorite subject in
school?
College days: Math P6


26.what will u do if a hot but not so
intelligent guy/girl talks to u?
e di kakausapin din...


27.what are u doing right now?
fb at blogging hehe..kumakain ng goto


28.Who do u share ur secrets with?
bestfriends & some of my true friends


29.Current song stuck in ur head?
Love will lead you back hehe
 Who would you pick, someone who really loves you or the one you really love?
uhmmm… the one i really love but it depends syempre mas ok if mutual ung feelings.


Have you ever loved someone but never
had the courage to tell him/her?: 
YES...


Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?:
ok lang...


Describe yourself in one word when it
comes to love?
TRUE


Does it feel good to love?:
00... depende.


God is giving u just 5 more minutes to
live, IF you love someone what will you
say to that person?:
I love you at tara mag disco haha...


What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you love
him/her?:
Wala ..wala naman akong magagawa kung ayaw maniwala...


Which one hurts the most, he/she left
you or played with you?:
BOTH


Was der ever a time that you tried tolearn to love someone?
Di pa ata..


What's yOur opinion about someone who's
jealous?
Normal lang basta wag s0bra.


What can you say about playboy and
playgirl?
Wait nyo na lang ang karma nyo..hehe


what can you say about those who hurt
you?
Hmm masaya ka ba at nasaktan mo ko?


What can you say to the person who
loves you now:
Salamat at God Bless


Are you fast on having a crush on someone?
Hindi naman..pag nakita k0 good side nya..dun nagkakacrush ako hehe..


Are you a jealous type?
Minsan..depende...


What can you say about someone who
tries to resist love?:
Sige lang...


Hehe non sense walang magawa eh..hehe

Hmmm....fav0rite verses k0 sa bible..

Share k0 lang yung pab0rit0 k0ng verses sa bible..pag nanghihina ang kal00ban k0 0 nawawalan ng pag asa dahil hindi k0 makuha ang bagay na gust0 k0...binabasa k0 lang t0..

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

A Time for Everything

 ¹ There is a time for everything,
   and a season for every activity under the heavens:
 ² a time to be born and a time to die,
   a time to plant and a time to uproot,
 ³ a time to kill and a time to heal,
   a time to tear down and a time to build,
 ⁴ a time to weep and a time to laugh,
   a time to mourn and a time to dance,
 ⁵ a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
   a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
 ⁶ a time to search and a time to give up,
   a time to keep and a time to throw away,
 ⁷ a time to tear and a time to mend,
   a time to be silent and a time to speak,
 ⁸ a time to love and a time to hate,
   a time for war and a time for peace.

Kak0rnihan Sa TAg Ulan

Hehe maulan kase masarap magsenti....


Bakit kaya minsan ang sarap magmahal kahit
walang kapalit??? naisip mo na ba iyon? kala mo
okey lang... pero sobrang hirap...

Masarap magmahal hindi ba? Kahit ikaw, hindi ka
sigurado sa pag-ibig ng taong mahal na mahal
mo... Minsan iniisip mo nalang na pagdating ng
tamang panahon magiging maayos din ang lahat...
Sana nga!!! Nang hindi ka naman mukhang tanga
na umaasa sa wala...

Minsan din ang sarap sarap isipin na minamahal
ka ng taong mahal mo!!! yung tipong kayo na lang
sana at hindi ang babaeng/lalakeng nakikita mong kasama
nya na masaya at akala ang buong mundo ay
kanilang kanila...

Minsan din ang sarap bumalik sa nakaraan... yung
tipong masaya pa kayo, parang mga batang
walang problema... kung meron man parang,
against all odds ang settings... pero may nakabitin
pa ring tanong... ano kayang nangyari??? pero ang
kadalasang kasagutan e:

1. kasi di pala kami para sa isat-isa;
2. Nagkamali ako sa kanya;
3. iniwan lang nya ko ;
4. may iba na syang mahal;
5. niloko lang nya ko;
6. Di ako gusto ng parents nya;
7. ayoko na puro nalang kami away;
8. masyado nya kong sinasaktan;
9. nagsawa na sya sakin;

pero ito pinaka masakit;.

10.hindi pala nya talaga ako mahal (parang
panakip butas)

Grabe hindi ba??? Pero kailan kaya natin maririnig
na nagpapasalamat ang isang umiibig sa taong
nakasakit at sinaktan sya??? minsan naisip din
kaya natin na kung ano ang kahalagahan ng isang
bagay??? Yung kailangang bigyan ng halaga
habang nandyan pa! Minsan kasi, saka lang natin
nalalaman ang isang kahalagahan ng isang bagay
pag wala na ito sa atin!!!

kaya minsan din isipin natin yung mga sinasabi,
kinikilos, ginagawa natin kasi hindi lahat ng tao
kayang tanggapin kung ano at paano natin
ginagawa ang isang bagay!!! subukan nating
magpasalamat sa kabila ng lahat...

A. kung sinaktan ka nya... magpasalamat ka dahil
sya ang dahilan para tumibay ka;

B. kung niloko ka nya... patawarin mo at
pasalamatan mo... dahil kung hindi sa kanya hindi
mo mararamdam ang sakit na pwede ding
maramdaman ng iba... at least hindi mo gagawain
sa iba;

C. kung hindi ka nya minahal... pasalamatan mo!!!
dahil at least kahit papano na-feel mo na minahal
ka nya kahit hindi, pasalamat sya dahil ikaw
minahal mo sya ng buong buo;

minsan kailangan lang natin harapin kung ano man
ang nakasakit sa atin... piliting kalimutan... piliting
harapin kung ano ang noon... noon lang yun... iba
ang ngayon!!! dahil kung nasaktan ka man noon,
ngayon mag-iingat ka na at alam mo na kung ano
dapat at hindi para hindi masaktan.

mahalin mo ang mga taong nakasakit sayo dahil
sila ang dahilan para maging matibay ka!!!! para sa
susunod di kana basta-basta padalos-dalos.
pasalamatan mo ang taong nakasakit sayo...

sino ba ang mas mahalaga, ang taong mahal mo o
ang taong gusto mong mahalin???

ang taong kasama mo buong araw o ang taong
iniicip mo bago matapos ang araw???

siya bang kasa-kasama mo sa lahat ng ginagawa
mo o siyang dahilan ng lahat ng galaw at ginagawa
mo???

sino ba ang mas mahalaga... yung taong nais
mong makasama habang buhay o yung taong
hindi mo makita ang habang buhay kapag wala
siya?

Sino ang mas matimbang... yung taong pag
kasama mo'y parang kay bilis ng oras o yung
taong tuwing iniicp mo'y parang kay bagal ng
oras?

ano ang susundin mo... ang dinidikta mo sa puso
mo o ang dinidikta ng puso mo syo?

sya ba un laging pumapasok sa isip mo o siya
yung laging laman ng panaginip mo?

Sino nga ba... ang taong nagpaluha syo, o ang
taong nagpunas sa minsang pagluha mo?

Sino sa kanila... ang taong nagpapatawa syo o
ang taong dahilan ng lahat ng iyong emosyon?

SIno nga bang pipiliin mo???

ANG TAONG MULING NAGBUKAS NG PUSO
MO...

O ANG TAONG MATAGAL NG NANDOON???

Try k0 nga magbl0g....

Hehe...di k0 alam kung an0ng isusulat k0...try k0 lang naman..hehe, Tam0 parang adik lang ak0 nagsusulat ng kung an0 an0 sa bl0g na t0...unang beses k0 pa lang mag bl0g kaya pasensya na..


Ak0 si Yuan...H0pelessly R0mantic haha...Sa kasalukuyan br0ken hearted ak0  haha...pinipilit mag m0ve 0n...kahit nasasaktan pa din...ang hirap kase kahit ilang beses ng nangyari t0 sa buhay k0 haha....


About me when im in love… hmmm medy0 c0mplicated p0 tong part na to ab0ut me kase madami akong pede masabi, actually sana maintindihan niyo din toh!, anyways me behind my self when im facing l0ve, masyad0 akong em0ti0nal, im a type of pers0n na paginl0ve, in l0ve talaga,. Ak0 po yung ta0 na madaling mag gr0w yung feeling kahit kanino kase madali ak0ng makakuha ng ugali ng isang ta0....


Haha wala na k0 masabi...